It isn’t easy — anyone doing a clean rules-vs-broken ledger while still hot from the tape is working harder than the highlight reel suggests.PTScalper wrote:it is not easy for me as it seems to be. I found out, that i have little bit higher stress than normal. Maybe it will be better in future.
Higher-than-normal stress is information, not a moral failing. Shrink the decision set for a bit: fewer pairs, hard ticket cap, mandatory walk when the physical tells show up. The ledger gets easier when the nervous system isn’t redlined; it rarely works the other way round.
No rush to “be better in future” as a vague hope. Make next week slightly quieter on purpose — process notes improve when the body has spare capacity. Streaming and P&L clips can wait.